wow i really got played this time…
i’m just at a loss of words. so many things go through my mind. all the things you said, the texts, the looks we exchanged, saying you’d buy me lunch. were they all just part of your ruse? i wonder what goes through your mind… some girl tells you she likes you and you decide to play her or you decide to want to get to know her. what went through your mind. and honestly, you seemed pretty genuine. but maybe i’m just naive. why was i trying to go after someone who had just broken up with his girlfriend weeks ago? i guess i should have known that this would happen. you seemed to actually care. to actually want to know more about me. oh and saying all those things that you knew would work? ya i fell for them. i actually thought that there could be something between us. so why was i so stupid to fall for your games? i shoulda known when she came to visit our school. i asked if you were over her and you promised that you had cut all contact with her. but that night i remember seeing a post to each other on twitter. that should have been a flag. i was stupid enough to get used to the idea of texting you. letting you have your space.. to your friends, to diablo. and thinking about all those times that you made me feel like you would actually like me.. well that just reminds me of how stupid i am. if my friend is good at nothing but one thing. i thank her for being a stalker. for her telling me about pictures of you getting together with your ex for froyo. i asked you about that night and you said you went home. when i reminded you of froyo, you recanted your story. i asked if you went alone and you mentioned her name. whatever happened to cutting ties? but that’s fine. froyo can be harmless. anyways, it’s not like me and you were dating.. or that i like[d] you or anything. but still.. really i gave you 3 tries to come clean about meeting up with her. and only on the final chance did you only mention her name. okay that’s fine. but what about saturday night? do you think that i wasn’t going to find out that you guys went to dinner? didn’t you ever stop to think that i have resources to tell me what they see? as for sunday night… that just sucks. finding out about it on my own.. and you having the nerve to lie about it and omit your relationship with her? thats just rude. and what’s worse.. going onto fb today to see your best friend post about you and your ex. you haven’t texted me back but i guess you already know you shouldn’t. so what do i do now? i ignore you. but hey, easier said than done right? should have seen this coming.. but how could i? you seemed so genuine.. and that’s what makes you so dangerous.
